Dear baba I am a devotee of Baba Lokenath and believes that whatever he does is for my good. But there were an incident in past when my husband lost lots of money in market.It was not only money , but also I had to face insult from every one around…that time also I used to think somewhere it was my fault for which I am suffering…after struggling for few years we are now little stable.. but sometimes I feel nothing has changed . Because my husband has not learnt anything from past and take abrupt decision , spend a lot of money just like that..I still believe Baba will help me and save me from any unwanted situation..but my question is ..if it is due to my husbands recklessness ,shall I blame myself for all the unwanted thing which may happen ? Is it my luck or my past life’s karma…because the crunch of money is always there though I never opt for a luxurious life ,never spent money unwisely ,earn a good amount…but everything is spent to fulfill his wishes .. I love him so much ..he is a nice guy ..but always does things without even thinking abt the future , want to live for present .I can’t see any other way except leaving everything to Baba .I have stopped protesting and tired of this life. Sorry for writing such a long mail.. but somewhere in my heart I have a feeling that u are the only one who can show me the right way. Am I being materialistic…shall I stop worrying abt future leave everything on Baba ? Sometimes I feel why can’t I talk to Baba as I can to a human being.. I want answers for all that’s happening to me..
You seem to be in the grip of your hard tests. Know that you can hardly change the swabhava or the ingrained tendencies of others. The more you will try to bring him to your way of living, the more he will resist and try to do things that frustrate you, hence, you need to connect yourself with the Higher Power of your Mind and start to work there rather than trying to change something which is difficult.
Indeed it is your karma to have been given this man in your life to work with and rise above the attachments you have either about your husband or way of living. Lift your mind and resist less.
The more you fight with your karma the more tired and depressed you will be. Karma is a ladder put your foot on the higher level and go up in the realm of consciousness that is free from all these mundane expectations.
Meditate upon the Doer within, and do without any attachments to the results, and move on in life knowing as you stop resisting the karmic manifestation the karmic force will be reduced and a time will come the black clouds have passed and you are free.
This obstacle is put in your life not to punish you for sins, but to create an opportunity where you can lift yourself to Higher Dimensions of Spirituality.
It is only when you are bound that your will ever try to Free yourself. The one who has bound you is the Divine Mother, and SHE alone can release you, so surrender to the Sadguru the Mother and She will set you free.
Love and blessings,
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